I was so down on Monday... so very down, that I almost burst into tears when my lovely colleague sent me a bear-hug emoticon over our work Skype network. Her and I are both going through a hard time, and have been trying to cheer each other up, which has been good for both of us, I think...
She is very straight, so my thinking doesn't even enter that area, but at the same time, it's so nice for us to have this good friendship, even when I'm feeling so crap and vulnerable...we both get how that feels...which is kinda of cool.
Anyway, I went and hid in the library for a while during my lunchtime, and wrote a letter to God... I wrote all of my feelings out, and then wrote a letter to God, asking him for a few things...and apologising for feeling so crappy and weak... I have been told occasionally, that if you put what you want in life, out into the ether, and vocalise it..it will eventually be picked up by the universe, and in some way or other, the universe will get it back to you... So who knows...
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