I'm going to stop posting soon, as I really need to start putting that shelving together/put some more washing in the washer dryer/wash and do my hair/have a bath - before it gets too late.
But...here's another realisation I had the other night...after going to quite a few gay bars and events of late, I suddenly came to the realisation, that after years of agonising, I seem to have slipped into the Lesbian scene really easily... it just feels natural, you know? Like I have been here all along. Like these are my people. I really should be more freaked out by it all, but standing in a bar packed full of Lesbians who were all dancing, kissing, chatting, and having a good time... I never once felt "Oh my god, I'm surrounded by Lesbians!". I just felt like I was surrounded by my people. It just felt so natural.
It just feels like coming home.
Hence my dream last night.
Inner acceptance.
It feels...
Good.
I am at peace.
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